Finally tried CNC, there is literally no going back now

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Yesterday I and my boyfriend played around with CNC for the first time! I mentioned it to him a few months ago. He’s always super respectful of my boundaries and when I say no, or when I ask him to stop he does it straight away. I told him that I don’t always mean it and that I want him to be a bit more physically forceful. We agreed that if I wear brown eyeliner rather than my usual black, it means that he has the freedom to do whatever he wants to with my body, and he can use me in whichever way he wishes.

Well, I’ve been wearing brown eyeliner for the last week. He normally watches me do my make-up in the morning and I know he knew. He told me that he didn’t do it straight away on the first day because he wanted it to be more of a surprise. Yesterday when I came home from work and started changing and he just came into the bedroom, gave me a kiss, which he normally does, but then he just told me to get on my knees. To be honest, I wasn’t really in the mood, and I had a shitty day at work, which just made the whole scenario 100x better. I just said “not now” and pushed him away. I called him by his name which normally means I’m being serious about the refusal.

I could see that he hesitated a little bit, but then he took my glasses off, and looked into my eye/at my eye make-up, and just smiled his Dom smile. He told me to get on my knees again, and when I refused this time, he forced me to the floor. He twisted his fist into my hair and took his pants down. I kept telling him to stop and called him some insults, and he just started face fucking me without any warning. He was not allowing me to get away, holding my head place. He wasn’t completely hard at the beginning and I could feel him grow in my mouth.

He then lifted me and threw me onto the bed, and told me to bend over. I told him to fuck off, and tried to move away, but he grabbed my hips and he bent me over himself. He held onto me with one arm and wrapped his other hand around my neck and pinned me to the mattress. I was still wearing my panties and they were completely soaked by this point. He pulled them down and touched me and said “you know you want it, look how wet you are princess”, and he put his fingers inside me, and then made me taste myself. I bit his finger, lol, and he spanked my ass 5 times for that.

He started rubbing his cock on my pussy, and I started to struggle to get away a bit more. He held me really tight, and finally, put it in and fucked me so fucking hard. He grabbed both of my arms and held them behind my back, and spanked me every time I tried to move away. Normally I ask for short breaks between orgasms because it gets a bit too intense. I wanted to do that this time too by pulling away, but he wouldn’t let me. He just kept fucking me while I was coming, and I literally just came over and over again. He stopped for a second and I collapsed on the bed, I thought that was the end of kt. But instead, he took out a vibe from our drawer and a paddle and told me to hold it to my clit, and every time I move it I get a paddle to my ass or thighs. Every time I tried to pull away, he just dug his fingers deeper into my hips or paddle my ass harder. Retrospectively, I should have been a bit more obedient, because my ass is really sore right now.

I was absolutely defeated when he flipped me over onto my back. He started making love to me and whispered “I love you princess” into my ear before coming all over my body.

That was most definitely the best sex I’ve ever had, and I’m gonna need to buy more brown eyeliner. He told me I made it too easy for him and next time I should try harder to escape… Noted, Sir.

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