Agreed to give a BJ at a frat party, ended up getting gangraped all night

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Im going to skip the backstory for now and just get to the point. This was a few years ago, but I was at a sort of frat party (it wasnt quite a frat party since it was at a big hotel suite but it was being thrown by a bunch of college guys in town for some event or something) and I had just gotten out of a long relationship. My only one so far, in fact. My ex was the only one Id ever fucked and tbh, I wanted that to change, big time. I was probably just on the rebound but I was feeling adventurous and slutty and wanted to do something crazy. Though for me back then “crazy” meant maybe giving a guy a bj or something, but nothing more. I guess I was thinking “baby steps” or somthing.

So anyway, I end up at this frat party, and Im dressed like a slut. Tiny little tube top that barely holds in my C-cup tits, and a loose, way-too-short skirt with some heels and a pink thong. I had a short pixie bob cut and my hair was… I think blue at that point? Im tiny as shit at only 4’11” and I probably weighed less than a hundred pounds back at this point.

I went to the party, drank way too much, and flirted and made out with a ton of guys that were all significantly older than me. One dude Im dancing with and grinding on, and he starts groping my breasts. I push his hands away buy he keeps going. Im kinda drunk and loving the music so I push his hands away again but keep grinding on hi,m. OI guess he took this as a sign I wanted to be groped somewhere else. His hands found their way under my skirt and he started rubbing my clit. I cum super easily, and I cum hard so he had my knees buckling in a matter of seconds, and I couldnt tell him to stop (even tho I wanted to) cause all I could do was moan and gasp. he made me cum 3 times before it became too much and I tried to push his hands away, but he just shoved me up against the wall and pinned me against it with his body from behind as he continued to rub me. My moans turned into screams and he calpped a hand over my mouth. This was in a room FULL of people, so I guess he didnt want to draw too too much attention to us. He forced me to cum like that over and over till my knees gave out and I dropped to the floor.

I should have gotten out of there then. I should have noticed all the red flags of him keeping going when I pushed him off. I shouldve gotten up and walked out. But I didnt, because I had just cum so hard and my legs were jelly.

I knelt there panting and trying to catch my breath. He stepped around in front of me and pressed his crotch into my face. He told me he had made me cum, so now it was my turn to take care of him. I could tell he was rock hard throuigh his pants, and by the size of the bulge, he was huge. I didnt wanna do this. Not at all, but I could barely stand much less run away. I had wanted to be slutty but this wasnt going like I had thought.

I tried to tell him no. He just kept saying he knew I wanted it, look how I was dressed, he made me cum so much so it was only fair he got his turn, etc. I really didnt wanna do it, but it was clear he wouldnt take ‘no’ and I figured if I sucked him off real quick I could just get it over, and get out of there right after. I told him fine, but not here, only if he had somewhere private.

Big mistake. I showed him if he kept pestering me Id give in.

He pulled me to my feet and lead me to the bathroom. Once inside he locked the door and dropped me back to my knees. He pulled out his cock and he was way bigger than I thought. My ex was above average but this guy was positively huge. I knew there was no way in hell I could take even a little bit of that thing. I leaned away and told him no way, thats way too big, Im not sucking that. He put his hand on my head and told me there was no way i was leaving this bathroom until i sucked his cock. I told him no and tried to stand but he kept me on the floor, and started shoving his cock in my face. I tried to move away and kept telling him no, but he was persistent and managed to force the tip of his cock in my mouth. He siad he knew I wanted it and was just playing hard to get, and to stop fucking around and do my job like a good girl. I realized there was no way he was letting me go, so I said fine Ill suck you off, but let me do it and keep your hands off.

Mistake, again. I once again showed him he could get what he wnated by pushing me till i said yes.

I got in a more comfortable position on my knees and worked him into my mouth. I had to use both hands on his shaft to keep him from thrusting all the way into my mouth, but I was able to keep myself together with minimal gagging and choking. I sucked him for what must have been nearly 15 minutes, and as much as I hate myself for it, I have to admit i started to enjoy it. His cock was huge and had a curve, and tbh was just a really nice cock. Maybe this was the slutty outlet I had wanted. I started enjoying it more and getting into it, but apparently I was taking too long.

He grabbed my head with both hands and forced his member all the way down my throat with one thrust, saying something about i wasnt gonna be able to make him cum like that. I tried to push him off but he was much stronger than me. I tried scratching him but that made him mad, and he pulled out and slapped me across the face. I tried to take that opportunity to crawl away but i was too busy coughing and trying to catch my breath and not throw up.

Next thing I know I feel his hand in my hair bending me over, forcing me to get into doggy style position. His cock presses against my cunt and I try to scream, but all I can manage to do is start another coughing fit. He pushes into me and I feel like Im being torn in half. hes absolutley way too big and I cant possibly fit him, but he ignores that and keeps forcing himself inside of me. Im ashamed to say I started cumming before he even managed to work his whole cock inside of me. Id never been that full or fucked that deep, and he made me cum with practivally every movement, no matter how much I didnt want to or how much I hated my body for enjoying it.

Once he was buried up to the hilt and my brain was basically just completely fried from being so unbelievably full, he slaps my ass and starts hammering away. Ive never been fucked anywhere even close to that hard in my life. Every thrust felt like I was being hit rom behind by a truck. Everty slam threw me forward so he grabbed my hips and held me place while he pummeled me. I finally stopped couighing enough to start to moan and was going to try to scream, but he reach up and started choking me from behind, making me lightheaded and nearly passing out after a while. God only knows how long he pounded me, but after a while I gave up fighting and just laid there and took it, waiting for him to be done. I figured the sooner I let him do what he wanted to me the sooner itd all be over.

Another mistake. I stopped fighting, and he took that as permission to use me however wanted.

I sort of zoned out for a while due to my brain being just so overloaded. The alcohol, the choking, the nonstop forced orgasms. It was all making my brain pretty fried. At some point I was jolted out of my zoned out state by a cock being pushed into my mouth. I was confused at first, as the dude was still holding me down and fucking me from behind. After several seconds I realized there was a second guy in the bathroom. hed come in and found this guy raping me, and far from stopping hoim or getting help, he decided to join in. (Though I dont know if the second dude knew i was being raped or thought it was consensual, I do know he enver asked me if it was ok if he stuck his cock in my mouth. He asked the dude currently fucking my cunt into pieces.)

so now I was being spuitroasted. The new guy didnt seem to care any more for my comfort than the first guy, as he merciliessly fucked my throat as deep as he could go. I tried to zone out again, and just wait for it to be over.

After a while, I realized the first dude was talking to me. He said he was getting close, and wanted me to beg him to cum in my cunt. I pulled the second dude off long enough to tell him no, not inside, he needed to pull out, but the second dude just shoved his cock back down my throat, and the first dude didnt let up and just pounded away at me till I felt him swell and then felt multiple shots of burning cum shooting into me. He pulled out and i felt it pouring out and dripping down my legs. Burning my skin with the shame and humiliation as if it was acid.

The first dude gathered his clothes and left. Good, I thought. its almost over. Once the dude in my throat is done I can escape.

No such luck. Mere moments after the first dude left, the door opened again and several more guys came in. The first dude had told the entire party there was a slut in the bathroom sucking someone off and that she wanted to be fucked by anyone interested. I didnt have a chance to protest as a new cock was shoved inside me, and the pounding began anew.

Soon I was picked up and repositioned so I could be fucked, suck dick, and use myt hands at the same time. I refused to jerk anyone off but they wouldnt take no for an answer. They held my hands on their dicks and jerked themselves off with my hands. Soon the guy in my throat and guy in my cunt both came, and several new people lined up to be next to fuck the public-use cum dump. It was decided I would ride a guy cowgirl to keep my hands free and have easy access to my other holes. One dude ate my ass for a while, but the dude i was being forced to ride said that was way too close to another dudes mouth to be to his dick, so he shrugged and forced his cock into my ass instead.

Before this, I didnt do anal. Like, Id done it in the past, but it wasnt on the menu for me cause I didnt like it. It never hurt for me and I could take anal surprisingly easy, but it just never felt good for me.

Obviously, these guys didnt care. They stuff every one of my holes and once and pounded and raped and filled me up until they all came in their respective orifices. No lube was provided other than spit and pussy juice, so I guess its fortunate for me that, for some reason, my body was desperately getting off on the abuse. I was absolutely soaked and had been cumming nonstop almost from the start.

Some of the guys started dirty talking and telling me what a filthy slut I was, and everyone just kept it up. They told me I was a cum dumpster, that i was public property and they were all gonna use me hwoever they wanted. But then it started to shift a little. A few guys later, a dude told me how tight I was. They started saying how good my pussy felt, how i was a good little slut for just bending over and taking every cock presented to me. They started saying how sexy I was, how hot it was to see me take creampie after creampie in every hole. How hot my moans were. How much they loved it when I came every other minute from being abused. As the dirty talked turned positive, more praising me than degrading me, I started to get into it. I moaned appreciatively when they told me I was good. I threw my ass back when they said hw amazing my asshole was. i ground my hips and kept myself moving when they came inside me and said how good it was.

Soon I had completely lost myself in it. I latched onto nthe praise and threw myself into it. I started sucking cock for all I was worth instead of just being mouth-fucked. I jerked off every cock not inside of me that I could get my hands on. I rode and bucked my hips in rythym with them rather than just lying there and taking it.

I decided this was good. I was doing good. As long as they were praising me and telling me it was so good how I took it all, then it WAS good how I took it all, and I was a good girl and was doing good. I rationalized it until I belived it, and I used that to not only survive, but enjoy it for a good couple hours.

But, there were hundreds of people at this party, and more kept coming in and out. Soon I got tired. My holes ached. Every part of me was chafed. I as covered from head to toe in jizz, and the floor of that bathroom all around me was completwly covered in a literal puddle. I stopped enjoying it. I wanted it to end again. But I would not try to stop them. I coudltn. I was being a good little slut and that was why this was ok. If I resisted or tried to stop them, then I wouldnt be being good anymore, and it would go back to being bad and scary. So I kept going even as it hurt more and more. I kept grinding my hips and forcing myself to moan rather than scream. I thanked them for their cum whenever I could talk, and I begged for a new cock in my holes whenever one was finished. I needed to be good. I had to keep being a good girl for them. Thats what made it ok. I encouraged them with every bit of body language I could, even though I desperately wanted it to end.

Eventually, people started filtering out. After a while it was down to just two guys fucking me at once. Then just one. He came inside my ass and I eagerly cleaned his cock off when told to, thanking him again for his cum. I needed to be good. I had to stay a good slut right up until the end.

The last guy walked out, and I was left lying in a pool of cum, spit, piss, and cunt juice. I laid there on that batrhoom floor for… I dont even know how long, as the last of the party died off in the hotel suite outside.

After a long while, a guy came into the bathroom and told me that the people who booked the hotel room were going to sleep, so I had to get out. I gathed what remained of my clothes, toweled myself off as best I could, and walked out of the hotel. I sat in the lobby for a while, all alone, before finally calling an uber and making my way back to my apartment.

I flopped down on my bed and cried silently. Not even upset anymore, but more just exhuasted. I fell asleep just like that, and didnt wake up till late the next night. I showered myself off until the hot water ran out, and then laid in my bed naked for the rest of the day.

Eventually, I just sort of… went back to normal life the next day. I was still kind of shell shocked from what happened and was processing it.

As time went on, I became lless and less… well… not ok? with what happened? Maybe my mind was rationalizing it to get o9ver the trauma, but I came to be ok with what happened. Those men didnt do anything wrong; I was a slut. Sluts are for fucking. Whats wrong there? I went to that party dressed like a total whore. I drank and flirted and danced all over all kinds of guys and made out with them. Clearly, they had every right to fuck me. I mean, after how I acted, what else could possibly happen?

Yes, what happened that night was meant to happen. I was a sign, showing me a great truth: Im a slut, and Im made to be fucked. Its my job to spread my legs for anyone and everyone. Thats WHY Im here. And if I fail to do that, well… rape is just the natural result of that. Its the worlds way of telling me I fucked up, and teaching me a lesson. Why else would I have been cumming so much and so hard from what happened? If it had been bad, or wrong, or if it wasnt supposed to have happened, it wouldnt have felt good. Yes. Those men were right to use me. Im a slut, and I was being a bad slut by not doing what I was told. So, when a slut is bad, she gets raped to remind her of her place.

Its been years since that night, and at this point Im pretty much ok with it. I have a huge fetish for CNC, and Ive actually been legit actual raped a couple of times since then, but I remember my lesson, and just laid back and took it, because it was my punishment for being bad. Now, I try to be as good a slut as I can, and if I mess up and am bad, well, whatever happens, happens.

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